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Lettering and Looking and Listening: Slowing Down to Be With Others
I miss the days of calling. Of letter writing. Of looking at eyes. Faces. Surroundings. We need connection. The good thing is, the stark contrast we see in humanity is indicative of the shifts being made. Before something new can come together, it has to fall apart, right? My writings are lengthy usually. Today, I…
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I am Difficult.
“It actually doesn’t take much to be considered a difficult woman. That’s why there are so many of them.” Difficult cause I spoke my mind.Difficult because YOU didn’t like my tone of voice.Difficult because I didn’t bend over backwards and violate my needs for you.Difficult because I said ”no” I am not stating that I…
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Inspired by The Lack of Control
I am inspired by you. By me. By life. The Awe of it all. The Au. That’s what my Will calls me – ‘Au.’ Au is the symbol on the periodic table of elements for Gold. Juxtaposed against my having felt like a piece of shit for so long, I quite like the nickname. Thank…
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Clouds to Shine to Clouds to Shine again
My heart did the shatter thing again.My mind did the lost in fear thing.My body felt frozen and cold. I cried, cried, cried some more. My friend let me come chat w him. Guy friends. Some of the best. I wanted my own sweetest love and didn’t have it for me right then so I…
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Wrong and Bad? No.
There is nothing wrong with you. There never was anything wrong with you. Wrong with the way you were treated, yes. Wrong with the words spoken to you, yes. I know, too, you’ve spoken “wrong” words. I’m so glad you’re sensitive enough to know that. To reject speaking them again when you realized. To take…
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No Longer Asking
I am no longer asking, “How are you” unless I want to hear the answer and I am no longer answering unless you want to hear the truth. Grief isn’t something we get to shield each other from.Our society is rigid and rules based and tries to compartmentalize. This is why we are sick. This…
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How Will I Ignite the Path? A Question from Alex Elle on Insight Timer
I sit in the courtyard.I’ve just been crying. I needed the space. Stomach has been hurting. It’s nice out here. I can tell the fresh air does me well. The cells in my body turn over and renew and I believe this is what solitude and oneness w nature does – it renews. So, I…